By Jacqui Penny
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24 Sep, 2019
We’ve all had those days, haven’t we? Where we get up, perhaps it’s a Monday, we go through the routine of getting ready for work, have the same cereal we have each morning. Maybe you listen to the news, argue back at the morning presenters, say a cursory goodbye to your cat before getting into your car for the monotonous trip to work. The traffic is bad and even if it isn’t there is at least one driver that irritates you because they are driving way too slowly – doesn’t anybody read the speed limit these days? You reach work, make small-talk with your co-workers whether you like them or not and settle into your cubicle, perhaps making a pit-stop at the coffee machine so you can put off your day just a little bit longer whilst simultaneously getting that much needed boost of caffeine. Sometimes you even get a job you don’t mind too much. It’s sort of kind of in the line of work you were after all those decades ago when you set out with optimism, full of promise. Maybe it wasn’t exactly where you thought you’d end up but nothings perfect right? Except somehow even that job, even if you squint at it really hard, isn’t as fulfilling as you thought it would be once. Could it be the relationship you are in? You should be happy but you’re not, at least not deliriously happy. Yes, it must be your relationship. It has become way too monotonous too, so that must be it! Okay, it was hard and a little tumultuous but you ended it. You are now free as a bird. You rapidly join a dating site to find your soul mate then just as rapidly find this is most definitely not the place to find your soul mate. Friends eventually fix you up as now you are lonely and everyone can see it. And after the sixth blind date all is well and you start seeing someone new. Its rather exciting at first and you are full of hope that this person will be it - you will finally be happy, content, at peace. Four months pass. Your new partner has moved in. It irritates you when she leaves the towels on the bathroom floor. And does she really need that much makeup and if she does, does she need to spread it everywhere you look. She likes loves songs, you like progressive rock. She likes dogs and wants one. This worries you, does she see this relationship as getting serious. You remember how lonely you were when you broke up with your last girlfriend. Had you been too hasty? Is this the way you live your life? Many people just like you do and many are unfulfilled, unhappy, disgruntled and bury their frustrations with a bottle of wine, that cigarette, that burger with extra cheese and curly fries. As a holistic life coach people come to me with a certain expression on their face. They try to mask it but there is often an underlying sadness there. One of the first questions I ask them is “What lights you up?” They often look at me blankly and many don’t know. But we eventually find it. There are a lucky few that do know exactly what it is that lights them up and I tell them to do more of that. The guarantee you are on the right path is if you do this ‘thing’ and time seems to disappear. You get lost in it. Totally absorbed in it. I have this experience when I am writing, listening to my favourite music, even dancing to it if no-ones around. Meditation lights me up too, as does eating a vegan diet that nourishes me, and going for long walks on the beach looking out at that vast wide ocean. You see the possibilities are endless then. Doing what lights you up increasing your mood (in holistic circles we say it raises your vibration) and with that increase in endorphins, and pure joy comes clarity. We find the easy path to fulfillment, contentment, an overwhelming happiness and peace. There’s a caviat to doing what lights you up too by the way – it leads to attracted exactly the same kind of preciously joyful people into your life. As Oprah Winfrey said, “You have to find a light in you so that in your own way you can illuminate the world.”